Sunday, March 12, 2006

[[poems]]

Title :-tears

Tears on my pillow,
Pain in my heart,
The day you leave me,
My heart will fall apart.



3
Title :-Searching Her Everywhere

Warm Hearted Open book
I Swear
Searching Her Everywhere....

Whose Hug Endears Royalty
I Swear
Searching Her Everywhere......

Worthy Humors Over, May
I Locate On Verve Ever.....

4
Title :-Why me????

What a meander, What a kink...
The ecstasy....oh it has all gone in a blink!!!
What have I craved for and where have I landed....
Is this all what I wanted????

Is this a dream that will vanish...
Then the depressed thoughts I shall banish!!!
Sorrow it has no company....
Then why is it included in my destiny???
I don't know when I reached the pinnacle....
All I know is I am desperate for a miracle!!!

God though I wish not to complain....
I ask u unable to bear the pain!!
Is this a game, is this a ploy....
Or is this a penalty for the sins I employed???

But God one thing u can be sure....
Come what may, I shall endure!!
Complaining and cribbing r a part of my living.....
After all I am your making!!!



5
Title :-LOVE YOU

I fell in love with you
From the first day I set eyes on you
I thought you would always be mine
but unfortunately I was wrong
and now you are gone
to someone else who loves you,
but she can never love you
the way i do boy you know its true,
so today I am here to say
I still love you and always will!!



6
Title :-WHEN YOU

WHEN YOU WERE CLOSE BY
I FELT ON TOP OF THE WORLD
BUT WHEN YOU LEFT
MY WORLD FELL APART.
JUST LIKE MY HEART.



7
Title :-SOMEONE MISSING

I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
AND HEAR THE BIRDS SINGING,
I WALK TOWARDS MY BEDROOM WINDOW
AND PULL THE CURTAINS AWAY.
I SEE A BEAUTIFUL DAY,
THE SUN IS SHINING
THE SKY IS A PRETTY BLUE BUT,
THERE IS SOMEONE MISSING.
THAT SOMEONE IS YOU
ANNONYMOUS BECAUSE IT WOULD MAKE MY DAY
IF YOU WERE BESIDE ME
TO SEE THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY.



8
Title :-My love

A dream of mine that I can't achieve,
Love of my own that will make me believe,
Dream of mine that can't come true,
A person who will love me too.



9
Title :-I

Its been a year now
since you moved away
boy i still think of you
every night and day
tears run down my face,
coz I never see you anymore
but in my dreams were always together
and im so grateful for that.

I love you now and forever more
and will never forget you or
stop thinking about you
till my dieing day......



10
Title :-Everybody

My eyes see my love day in day out
So near yet so far
My heart feels the sense-defying energy
So powerful yet so feeble
My face glows in the luminescent source
So radiant yet so faint
My hands reach out to hold on forever
So honest yet so fearful

Patience, patience saves
Coercion enslaves
Respect earned
Precedes love yearned
Take care, take time
Haste is a crime

We are waiting for love, love the blessed thing
Some wait for eternity
Some are overcome by infidelity

We are waiting for love, love denoting strength
Some wear it as a mask
Some don it as an armor

We are waiting for love, love acceptance personified
Some get lost in the night
Some are cured of their fright

I wait for the right time, right place, right mode
I wait
Till its not too late.



11
Title :-Where Are You



12
Title :-Giving Away

Giving away a part of you
A vacuum never to be complimented
Falling in love tolls its due
Pock-marked solitude well cemented

Though the future has in store
A merry-go-round of ups and downs
You tend to shut out some doors
Smile less, and hide skeptic frowns

In this one act play of life
The less you feel, the less you show
Emoting is quite a strife
No joy felt, no tears flow.



13
Title :-I'm waiting

I'm waiting for someone to arrive,
Whose face will shine to light up my life,
I'm waiting for someone to care,
To spur me on and always be there.

I'm waiting for someone to love on,
Someone to lean on when the going gets tough,
I'm waiting for someone to say,
That I'm the thought every night and day.

Yes I'm waiting and that's all I shall do,
For these are my dreams they never come true.



14
Title :-Unknown Destiny

Two lonely hearts both destine for lovers,
Neither searching for the other,
They pass on a day to day basis,
Never really noticing one another's faces,
If only they could see...
Could see that they were meant to be,
But their hearts are hard and cold,
And their minds are on the one they used to hold,
The ones who did them wrong,
The ones they continued to love all along,
If they continue to live in the past,
Their pain will forever last,
Loneliness will be their death,
And it will eat them until there is nothing left.



15
Title :-Walking on the beach

As we walk on the beach hand in hand,
I remember all the times I wish I could be your woman,
But I will wait for you always and forever,
To leave you that will be a never,
For when I look into your eyes,
When I picture myself with you it is no surprise,
I wish you could understand what you meant to me,
But instead you say you don't know if it is meant to be,
Its hard being a woman these days,
Running around trying to get the men,
We want by using all of our ways,
I will wait until the day you tell me yes or no,
Until I will ever stay or go,
So please baby please,
I'm down on my knees,
Waiting for the day that you will come to my arms,
And for the rest of our lives we will have to harms.



16
Title :-You

You gave me that feeling of joy,
All I can do is enjoy.
When I listened to Pink Flow,
I think about that boy.
That I miss days and night,
And I wish that one day for me you will fight,.
And I wish one day you will be in my sight.
All I can do is wait until that day,
That you will be in my way,
And that you will say,
You are my dream of everyday.



17
Title :-You

As I lay awake, watching stars above,
I think about the time,
I'll find my true love.

He will be true, he will be fair,
He will be suave and debonair,
He will be gentle, He will be kind,
He'll tell me he loves me every night.

With his golden hair and amber eyes,
He will be true, he'll tell no lies,
Everyday I pray and pray,
For the day we'll be together.

From dawn till dusk my heart,
Is heavy like a 1,000 rocks,
If only we were together my,
Heart would be light as a feather.

But alas we are not,
So I'll watch stars above,
Untill I find my true love.



18
Title :-A Dream

I can feel your warmth in my arms,
I can smell the fragrance in your hair,
I can hear your wondrous laughter,
I suddenly realize that it was a dream,
I cannot feel your warmth,
I cannot smell your hair,
I cannot hear your laughter,
I miss you so much.



19
Title :-The Four Seasons of my Mind

The coldest memories of my mind,
Are like the winter snow,
My mind, it starts to crumble,
As the winds begin to blow.

When I'm with you it's like the spring,
When the flowers are in bloom,
I can breathe the warm fresh air again,
I feel I have more room.

When the leaves change color in the fall,
I'll wait for you until you call.
And in time the leaves will fade
Like the commitment we once made,
In the summer, when the weathers hot,
I hope by then I'm not forgot.

I'll think of you so brave and bold,
Until again the weathers cold.



20
Title :-Walking in the woods

I walk in the woods where we once were,
And remember the memories we once had.
Where u and I once stood hand in hand,
Where u and I once looked into each others eyes, And
where u and I once had one innocent kiss.
I walk in the woods where I fell in love with u,
Now I walk in the woods alone looking around,
And just remembering,
What we once had now that it is gone.



21
Title :-If only...

When darkness falls I think of you.
Skittishly you beckon me,
What can I do but follow you,
You' re the one that comforts me.
My eyes are open now, it wasn't true,
If I could only be with you.



22
Title :-You

We used to talk and laugh and play,
You used to want me every day,
What is it that we did wrong,
We loved each other for so long.

Up late at night we were on the phone,
And now we sit here all alone,
Your blue eyes, they don't look the same,
Who actually won our little game.

I see you every day and to myself I say,
"If only I could hold him,
Tell him everything's all right.
If only I could kiss him,
And be with him all night."

The day will come when,
We will see, that I need you,
And you need me,
And on that day my heart will cry,
Tears of joy for you and I.



23
Title :-Old Age Blues

I've grown old,
Even in the mild Calcutta winter I feel cold,

Three score years that I've left behind,
Keep coming back now in my mind.

I went to school holding my mother's bag,
In college for the first time held a girl's hand.

The day dreams in my classroom never came true,
But I could feel I grew.

My studies over, I got a job,
From one company to another I had to hop.

Some luck and connections saw me through,
To the top rung of a ship's crew.

Many lands I visited over the sea,
I became a gypsy, food and wine free.

A handsome salary left me with plenty,
To blow away in pleasures scruples scanty.

In every port I had a lover,
And night after night,
I spent under the cover.

No night could please my mind or body,
Every girl on the shore left me more thirsty.

In wine and liquor on the deck,
I drowned my desire,
The nerve-racking ache.

During the long nights I wondered in the cabin,
What could be the cure?
For the rain-soaking famine.

It came welling back, like up a spire,
A painful longing for the female figure.

My mind became a stormy sea,
And the surging passions were raising,
Strong winds inside me.

Myself a tiny ship under the vault of the brain,
Tossing and turning, striving to remain.

The waves were high the sweeping gail,
Blown to bits of scattered shreds,
My mind the sail.

Dark night, the ravaging sea ceaseless,
In the huge waves of passion,
I drowned hopeless.

The next day as usual I went to the beach,
A call girl was waiting, to love me teach.

In the old age home,
I now see the distant past ,
Reliving before me.

Like a blue film the scenes float before my eyes,
So far away from the real types.

The storm has died down,
No passion can now raise,
Dry water into stormy waves.

Myself is now a ship on the beach,
For breaking and cutting,
To sell as junk cheap.

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